Ok here I go venting.. I figured it was better to vent then do something crazy.. I don't get it.. is the hobby dead? does everyone think it is just a big game? I mean i get very little respect at home and the more that happens with all these little children the less of respect I get at home. I am about to loss it.. I ain't seen a client in 5days.. hmm why because I have had 8 book and no shows, 2 that showed up and thought it was free, and 3 who said they will beat me and rape me if they ever meet me.. ummm ya I am about to just scream. My billz are all late. my phone is getting cut off next week and my internet Is getting cut next week and to top it off I am down to 10 smokes and then I am gonna be out.. And the worse part of the deal. my mom normally got me plane tickets for the holidays.. And she wrote me an email saying She is no longer doing that. If i want to see family and all that mess for the holidays I must Pay for my own tickets and make my own arrangements.. So I am just a mess with all the extra bs that life has to throw at me.. I mean come on how much worst can things end up getting?
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